Haven't posted in a while....

"...We've got to find other ways to make it alone, keep a straight face. And I've always lived like this keeping it comfortable. Distance. And up until now I have sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness. Because none of it was ever worth the risk..." -Paramore


If there is anyone in the entire universe who gives a damn, speak now. I guess not. You know, I say that every time I post, "If anyone's out there..." I'm going to stop doing that because it really just makes me feel like a turd. Anyway... I'm fine with being totally lonely. Yeah, right. You know, I don't usually go for the main-stream, lovey-dovey you-and-me-forever, type artists. Go figure, I've been single for over ten years now, I don't like that romantic crap.

Not that I'm saying I'm a loser, I just don't date... I don't think people like me. I'm so self continuous and I really don't know how to act. I'm really just a huge loser who has too much time and is currently talking to no one. Yeah, that's really awesome, I'm sure you're all just head over heels for me now right?

Right?

I know, go back to your pit of despair you stupid loser. I'm going.