I s'pose the title explains it all. I will tell all of you that I have issues. I'm a depressive person. Now there's this person in my life that I really like. But, its complicated. People say that girls will try to change guys because she thinks shes in love with him, except one thing. People also say that this never works because she is way too emotionally invested. I thought I finally knew what I was doing with my life, going into God's line of work and pouring out love on the world. But now there is this person... the only problem is, he doesn't really share my religious beliefs. But I've been praying so hard about it, about what I should be feeling. I feel like I've been given the go ahead to fall for this person. But... I don't know if I can get romantically attached to someone who doesn't love the Lord like I do. But, on the flipside, maybe this is an "assignment" I feel like I'm given those by God. What if... what if I'm s'posed to save them or... i just DON'T KNOW! I feel all my past depressive emotions boiling to the surface again and I can't help but cry.
For JBB from:Dancing with Fire
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